8more days..

SCHOOL

Just 8 more dying days to psle =.=' and about 13days for it to end :( sighs..have been dying cos i have been sleeping at 11.30..Science is going to be pure torture..the notes i have, which is only abt 14topics i have compiled into a file, and its already buldging man. And im planning to highlight then write it down into biology bk..i think i might not be able to finish!...Anyways, today Ms _____ was pretty pissed at those who owed her work. So she said to the class she wouldn continue unless everyone has handed up..so we kinda wasted 2whole periods except for the last 10min -.-' Before that i was 'improving' on our 'camera'>> Idea= Nicole; Resource= Jania; Work= me (: hehe...During MT, laoshi was giving us a lecture again..oh wells.

TRAINING

Who wants the awesome news. Not. Aint going training till like wad.psle is over?? OMG tht is like in 13days..sighs..im gaining weight man..

HOME

Sis moved out of the room into the guestroom, as her bed is occupied with my worksheets and files plus books (: hehe..thanks kat! Been sleeping well when i sleep late dunno why..but i hate sleeping late man :(

Training say Byebye?

TRAINING

Man its just tragic..dun getta go training..tmr im hoping can negotiate wif mum to go..and 2ndly its clubnite tmr!..i jus wanna go there study and do gym plus eat dinner! sad sad :'( jus abt 2 and a half weeks till i can return =(

HOME

Dad going JB tmr wif cousins for idk wad reasons =.=" >>this links to ^^^^ TRAINING. With my mum, she hates me going training..or at least going to the club for a ridiculous reason..Now at home, luckily sis din disturb my sleep last night or she would have been shouted at again ((: and last nite i had to force myself to wake up from some bad dream =X then i went back to sleep again..sighs..sleep is really important!

DINNER

We had rice as usual wif some dishes..>>not the point. We had alphabets in our soup!>>haha yes lar very childish, but it was a long time since we ha that! like wad 5years??or more d: hehe i made my name twice. and bestie's one once. It was really hard finding the letter 'S'. Then later my sis got fascinated by it too..haha..the pics are coming up next i think hugs(:

I'm Back [:

TRAINING
hehe man i FINALLY went training yest after like wad..one week? But at least i exercised at home too - skipping, sit ups etc. hehe..Yest set i was dying already arh..see my stamina gonna go soon! :( oh wells..and that..trying to show me attitude hor? before i came dam hyper..when i came keep quiet alrdy..you think not obvious ah..around me so dao..go other lane talk and laugh liao..abit like a hypocrite..i mean wad did i do? sighs..but im moving on (:

HOME
These days ma dad abit the..dunno wad got into his head man! oh wells..it goes in one ear out the other (:..all i hear is blah blah blah..and secondly he keeps contradicting himself =.="

SCHOOL
Man i wonder who can we trust now in the group..its like only a few ppl can be trusted..the rest are like so sneaky and would do anything to get more people to like them blagh.

Hugs <3

and the song goes on and on..

yay back to the old format! anyways, missing good old days =/ ...i still have to live my life on rite?..loads of hw..then comes the test papers =.=" hehe coming up next reminds me of someone 0.o :

Untitled- Simpleplan

I open my eyesI try to see but Im blinded by the white lightI cant remember howI cant remember whyIm lying here tonightAnd I cant stand the painAnd I cant make it go awayNo I cant stand the painHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesIve got no where to runThe night goes onAs Im fading awayIm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybodys screamingI try to make a sound but no one hears meIm slipping off the edgeIm hanging by a threadI wanna start this over againSo I try to hold onto a time when nothing matteredAnd I cant explain what happenedAnd I cant erase the things that Ive doneNo I cantHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesIve got no where to runThe night goes onAs Im fading awayIm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meI made my mistakes Ive got no where to run The night goes onAs Im fading awayIm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me

at least today sounded better and happier ;)
hugs (:

is this wads gonna happen?

Even though i had a fun day, went shopping at orchard, ION, taka etc. sadly couldn go training cos of the weather then mum said was hard to drive. But half way thru it, i totally wasted my brain cells worrying about uneccessary things.
My assumptions are obvious. But urs are not.
i found some words of wisdom while reading a book : ' If you Love something, Let it Go. If it was Meant to Be, It will come back to you. '
I give up. You thought i lied. But, the truth is i din. You jus see things that floats on the surface, and that really hurts me inside.

What a day!

School Sept.
No we dun have hols :( oni for like 2 days -.-

Today.
Nearly died. had like tuition from 1 -- 5, and whats more i slept at 12.30 last nite...

Yest.
ALOUD2! haha was MC. man it was fun (: but i screwed up at the end =X then after met up wif annabelle and sarah to watch the Sec show. and Oh. i had to change my outfit 3 times =.='
LOL and out of all the performances, my sis had the loudest DEAFENING shouts and cheers man! TRYING to upload the vids, but dunno why cannot :( and haah there was this dude sitting behind me, wanted to go up give flowers ruth, but then walk half way no guts, haha and failed 2times!

Thurs.
Went Borders, bought 2 books and a Profile book lol..then went ION..barely bought anything as i was in skool uniform, so inconvenient rite?

Emoness.
i dunno if u could survive. But i guess you did. Just heard, last time was a virtual one aye, and now = wow. Everyday at least once, i would think how you're doing. Hope you're happy and fine (: Smiles all the way :D

hugs ;)