Vice-versa

I've come to a point where I'm willing to forgive. but not forget.

14 days till 2012 is over!
totally not ready?

HK was awesome.
people mehh..could improve their attitude.
shopping guuuddd.
disneyland was interesting
AND 4 PEOPLE THOUGHT KAT AND I WERE TWINS HAHAHA.

and hey, i plan to continue with trip sci! hopefully i can improve those Cs to As and Bs..

FIGHTING!

<3 anyo="anyo">

I'm stronger than this. Right?

HK IN 5 DAYS!! (: finally boarding a plane after a year (':
But, i'm pretty messed up. Haven't studied much..and..i have 5 retests on the first week of school.
PHYSICS VS BIO. ]:<
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So many things have changed in the past year. Exactly a year ago, who knew we would be who we are; where we are; what we are; today.
Is this really the end of it all? Is this how we're gonna remember this closure? When we look back, would it be of smiles or of sorrows? Will broken relationships ever be mended?

I'm stronger than this. I have to move past all this, and focus on what really matters.
Friends. Family. Studies. Swimming. Maybe.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?

A fighter won't go down without a fight, i promise you that.

anyo.

Someone else's Angel

It has been quite a while now;
i guess it takes time... Missing you? or not.

 anyo!

put the past behind;

ITS NOVEMEBER BABY. and everyone has flown of for their ROCs while we UK peeps are chillin in the hot humid sunny Singapore.
BUT FINA THIS WEEKEND BABY!?

Couldn't say i didn't try. I did, but i guess this is it. I give up.

anyo!

It's all in the head.

I'm quite proud with the progress I've made at training (:
From a 1.15 a week ago, down to a 1.08 this week.
I SHALL WORK HARD. HARDER.

It was all good initially, to have a peaceful break. Then you just had to be a genius to have a "date" planned for it. Well, hell to you too babe. I'm stronger than that.

Anyo!

to be strong? or weak.

2 movies in 1 week. Am I pro ohow fast time has passedr pro?
 Taken 2 & premium rush!
Can I please sneak into a nc16 movie please..really wanna watch resident evil!
 Many things can happen just in a short span of time. RIP. How fast time has passed. Its already the end of oct.

 I've never been so sure of my decision, but how would I put it across so it won't hurt anyone?
 I don't want to, but I have to. the feeling has not stopped, but im not strong enough anymore. One step at a time; Patience is a virtue I guess...

 Anyo!

Spirit Indestructible.

"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going."

In times like this, we've gotta pick ourselves up and work even harder for..EOYS!?!?!
theres currently 1 week plus left and..IM SUPER SCARED. ok i should like. erm . get off now. HHAHA.

all the best everyone for your EOYs!

btw, WHOO FINA 2012(:

anyo!

exactly a year ago...

no i didn't forget.

is taking the initiative that hard?
 i just need a break. for one day, one week, one month, maybe forever...

anyo!

an angel or a devil?

EXAMS ARE OVER WHOOOO~

however, i'm not really looking forward to the results. NEVERMIND, POSITIVITY!!

anyo!
before you start a war, know what you're fighting for.

saranghaeyo babe!

up and down and all around.

 ITS AUGUST BABY. aww man its august already ):
 TIME FLIES LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. and
 CTs start tomorrow but yet here i am.. err okay...
HHAHA ANYWAY ALL THE BEST GOOD LUCK! WHOO~

 anyo!

as long as you don't cross the line. I'll defend him no matter what.

time flies,

Whatsup people!

Monday was FD celebrations.
Wednesday was FD
Friday was PI  2012
And Today, 28th July.
28th...11months ago, we were just two people who had mere crushes.
"Puppy love" people may call it, but who knew we would be here today;

all the best to studying (:

anyo!
saranghae <3

Here comes a fighter.

heyo people, guess what, IM IC FOR TD HAHAHA. i should mentally prepare myself for the next 2 months, and to constantly remind myself to KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON.

anyo!


 fight for what you want. Nobody gives you anything. You earn what you get.
Take the leap of faith, the step of initiative, and have the courage of convictions.

one step at a time,

whoo! no i don't love one d, just was in my head for the past 2 days ever since camp ended on sunday. haha so YLC CAMP WHOO! IT WAS AWESOME! VERY different experience. made new friends! and LOVE THE CHEERS HAHA.

june 23, official.

repeating itself in my head. so what do we do now? where do we go from here? i feel so hopeless. hopelessly head over heels, but with limits and restrictions.

this is not a drive by.

13 June 2012. 3h talking to you babe<3 I'm no superman;like gravity I'll be unstoppable.

Fated to Love

OBS IS IN 2 DAYS TIME OH OH NO. then, after, i'll be off to UK! (: excited excited!

i hate this feeling. drifting.

this always happens. when there is a rise, there is always a fall. the more you expect, the greater your dissappointment will be.

Is that all you can say?

If happy ever after did exist..

hehe this song is amazingly catchy. despite the erm lyrics are rather..erm yea just dont hear the lyrics.

THIS WEEK IS NATIONALS WHOOOO!!!~ okay, actually im super nervous. stressing out ttm. a week after nationals, its MYE. AAAHHH..
okay i needa chill. officially. okay who am i kidding, i can't chill.

dear god,
please give me the strength to pull through..
Amen.

and i have a test tomorrow. just had one today too. oh and next week there's one. THEN BAM THE FOLLOWING WEEK IS MYE. how like this..and online tests are seriously super frustrating.
haha anyhoo love yall. stay awesome.

anyo!

all those fairy tales..

ITS APRIL.

I LOVE SKIP BEAT HAHA HELLO PEOPLE WHATSUP HERE I AM ATTEMPTING TO KEEP THIS BLOG ALIVE.
so april fools.. I SUCCESSFULLY PRANKED 4 PEOPLE!! (:
obviously they wanted to kill me, but hey, its april fools. let loose.

i had an awesome dream last night. it may never happen in my whole life time, but hey, one can still dream right? (:

this week is 2.4 NAPHA and i am gonna die. so yea. HAHA I CANNOT RUN FOR NUTS. so hope i survive. I MUST IMPROVE FROM MY SEC 1 TIMING OMG. yes sadly i didnt do napha last year.

next week is 5 item, and NATIONALS OMG. okay im like messed up for both. actually just shuttle run. BUT today i tried, 11.5 HAHA considered not bad okay..or not :p and a week after that is mid years. ok yup im dead. AH STRESS MAN. BUT I SHALL JIANCHI HAHAHA

training has been quite funneh lah..laura chantal doubting my intelligence, like LADY I CAN COUNT UP TO 10!! HAHA.
and ps. laughing gas = nitrous oxide = N20 HAHA


and this new blogspot format is weird.

okay i shall stop blabbering bout useless stuff now. good luck and jiayou people!
appreciate the little things

ANYO!
and I'm still head over heels for you~

anything we have forgotten

SNAG IS OVER!! but no, SCM just had to be this weekend. brilliance right? stress ah, i so tired already.

HAHA ANYHOO WHOO im quite proud of myself for keeping this updated still (:

and..there is something wrong with my Ctrl+ C and V keys, hence sorry, no video today!

stay strong and healthy guys, and hope i survive the rest of the week :/

anyo!
why you sho cute.

it was just you, and me.

HELLO ITS MARCH!!
and i've turned 15! what. a. weird. age. okay anyhoo,
CT RESULTS CAME BACK AND THEY WERE HORGIBLE.(is that how you spell it?) haiz, i aim to work hard. VERY HARD for next term. hopefully that will come true..

NEXT WEEK
is the week ill die.
mon-tue, MARCH CAMP!! <3
and for the rest of the week, its SNAG. HOW TO SURVIVE NAG, NO STAMINA LOL.
what a great way to spend my march hols.

I NEED TO GO PRESENT SHOPPING, AND GUITAR SHOPPING W/ CANDACE AND DREY!!

so much things to do in so little time..

oh, and go play draw something, its epic-ley weird but hilarious.

anyo!
its the small things that you do

Miracles happen, don't give up~

common tests has started! and yes, it was one bad start. but still going to move on and jianchi! (:

all the wayyyy!!

anyo!

i'll be there for you if you"re there for me.

a blessing in disguise?

HAHA FEBRUARY POST!!
so yes, tests every week, homework everyday, stress here and there, overflowing. SAVE ME... hey all lower sec people out there, enjoy life while you can.

HAHA YESTERDAY WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT, I'VE GOT A PB -2, 200BACK. YAY ME (:

anyway the sad thing is new pb>> exam, stop trng>>competition come>> gg back to old pb.

all i can do now is have faith in god! IM COUNTING ON GOD~

HOPEFULLY ROCs 3 TO UK BABY! (:



good luck to all for CTs! can't wait for april to be over!

anyo!

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Just me, myself, and I.

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012

it's amazing i'm still keeping this blog alive. hahaha

but to whoever who still reads it, or my fellow passer-bys, HAPPY NEW YEARRRR (: RAWWRR!

blogging this at 1.57am,2nd Jan,but i was suppose to be posting this on New years' Day. ohs. heh.

ANYWAY I HAD THE BEST NEW YEARS EVE EVER.
well other than in '08 where we played catching round the pool. hehe.
in the morning, WE WENT FOR (last-minute) CYCLING OMG. HAHA AND DARRYL AND ETHAN FINALLY LEARNT TO CYCLE. and i cycle until cannot tahan man. my leg ):

at night, i spent it with MY AWESOME COUSINS (:
and apparently we din't really have a plan in mind.
1. Eating at Newton (btw, they have really interesting food there)
we just walked around aimlessly to the busstop.

2. Marina Bay, Fort Canning, Dempsey, and Sentosa?
We were deciding where to go to watch the fireworks. So in the end we took a bus down to dhoby ghaut and walked around aimlessly once again. AND WHO KNEW FORT CANNING WAS JUST NEARBY HAHA. so we walked the perimeter of fort canning, and there were some parties going on there.

3. "Walk towards the light (laser lights shooting out from MB)".
That was our plan. Hence the journey of walking from Dhoby Ghaut to Marina Bay. When we reached Esplanade, there was major human traffic jam. the bridge connecting the Esplanade to the CBD area where Fullerton was blocked off, and people could only walk at the pavement.

4. Human Jam
Literally a killer. No air. SUFFOCATION. hahaha it was just that bad. everyone was trying to get to the otherside. it was so packed that you had to shuffle your feet to move. and the crowd wasnt even moving. Hence we decided to take some path we found which includes killing all the plants in our path :p We went on until there was seriously no way of moving anymore..and that took about 20min to get through the whole crowd of only 30m?! Then they decided to turn back and find another way (after all that hard work), AND SUDDENLY THE POLICE OPENED THE BARRIER. that was when the terror started.

5. The trampling and stomping and squishing
i guess the first thought in everyones' head was 'CHIONGGG AARRRRHHHH!!' thus me being short and small, kena squash lor. i was just protecting/avoiding myself from being touched or something LOL. true okay. but in the end we made it out alive (: we climbed over the bar things, and had the best view ever of the night skyline. B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

6. The Countdown
All i heard was 7...6....5.....2....1!!!! and the numbers weren't even sychronized on both sides tyvm. AND BAM. THE FIREWORKS. FRONT ROW TICKETS. BEST VIEW EVER. oh and did i mention me sean and jeremy climbed over the barriers thus when the 2 guards were walking down the pavement we were like 'shiz should we move?!' hahahaha anyhoo, it was really the best view. And i think it lasted for 10min?!

7. Camwhoring?
After the blast, it was all camwhoring hahahhaa. Hey it's not a everyday thing where you are able to sit on the road/ road dividers bar things kay..

8. WE FOUND A WAY!
At about..1 we finally got out of there? Went with the flow towards Esplanade MRT? after going down one flight of escalators and seeing the crowd, we gave up and went back up to find another MRT. Was it City hall or something? but one of it was closed down until finally we went to another one and went back to Holland V, where we ate a 2+ o clock supper? hahaha at Hans, and it was also the best late night meal ever. My firsts everything with my cousins? yeahhh! (:
" girl guy girl guy IT. LOLOLOL "

9. FINALLY
we left there around 345? walked all the way home. >> yes we were still that hardworking on New Years (: Got home at 4, crashed at 445, woke up at 245PM HAHAHAHA.

MY FIRSTS TO 2012:
1. text: hey darlin' yes thats you @ 0:00:44 <3
2. hand shake: i think its jere. hahaha or sean?
3. food: fries at Hans LOL
4. drink: milk tea?
5. shop to enter: 7-Eleven LOLOLOL
6. phonecall: yes WOMAN thats you!
7. public transport: mrt
8. hug: jamie! (:
9. blogspot post: RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!

and thats all i can think for now. hehe

I LOVE MY COUSINS HAHAHAHA.i think we originated from a family of comedians or something man ;) thank you guys for last night, NYE (:

New Years?
Spent half the day sleeping, and the other half wrapping my books and watching TV LOL.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ANYWAY GUYS (: have a good year ahead and hopefully the world wont end just yet cos, hey we've yet to live life to the fullest! SO BABY START NOW.

I realised how blessed I am. Cheers to 2012.
You don't have to have all the riches with you to be happy. With people you love, and people who care for you, and people who are able to laugh with you all in your life, thats all you need to be happy. No matter how tough life may be, it's these people that actually help you get moving on, to pull through these tough times. Reflect back, and you will realise how blessed and lucky you are, to have a family, friends and a life that God has given to you. Never take anything for granted, for you never know what will happen the next second; minute; hour; year. Don't take anything for granted, and appreciate everything you have. As once a wise person said "Live life with no regrets. "



LONDON:


SYDNEY:


NEW YORK: (just watch the first 0:20 for the different cities fireworks (: )


and of course, happy first day of school in 2 days time. well technically tomorrow. FIRST WEEK IS ORIENTATION WEEK AAAHHHH STRESS. but yeah haha.

anyo!
HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN (: BEST WISHES!
a year from now, i'll be all 'oh man, i'm sec4' hahahaha
okay okay i gotta stop talking and crash. its 3.11am now. tsk

nearly gave up, when it all came rushing back.