Half a year left.

Its June, coming to July. Half a year gone? Or half a year left?

3 DAYS AGO, ITS BEEN 4 YEARS SINCE I STARTED THIS BLOG WHOOP!
Blogspot, what an old "leychey" complicated blog forum some may say, but after 4 years i'm still here aren't i? Although i've got my tumblr, i won't leave blogspot.

1. my archives is looking sexier than ever at the side >>>
2. its where all of us in this '97 and earlier batches started off, where we use to stalk our senior's blog and just go to random blogs ("bloghopping")

And this post shall be dedicated to nik (HI NIK IF YOU ARE READING THIS, HOW DO YOU DO?) since she reminded me that blogging still exists. and that there's such thing if you blog well or not. obviously i don't cos mine is not sentimental enough LOL. mine is just..summarized. too summarized. Only when i'm feeling emotionally detached or when it's time to make new year resolutions, that is when i can really type a whole bunch of rubbish haha.

So its been a long while since i've hit the pool. Sometimes i'm too lazy, sometimes i just don't feel like it?
i should start one day. Gym is neither here nor there. i hit the gym only on Sundays, so it aint that spectacular.

TODAY
i did the wrong piece of homework. i am so annoyed with myself i cannot even.
ah so anyway i decided to screw it. and right now its 1040, so i've allocated the next 3h to finishing my geog paper 2 which i REALLY do not wanna do.
This holiday felt neither here nor there. Like i feel like i did a hell of crap but when i look back, its as if i did nothing. Ever get that feeling?
If you were to ask me if i had any lessons or takeaways, i really don't really know how to answer you.
I'll think about it, and post it some other day...

MY DREAM
did i say i have a dream journal? oh well i shall repeat it again. i do. HAHAHA. and i'm having problem recording all the dreams down. Cos' i would scribble them on a rough piece of paper and add to the already-existent pile, and i never seem to finish copying over. well, one day.

In the meantime, lets hope that water running in mummy and daddy's room can be stopped soon, or else ALOT of water will be wasted and the house may be flooded by morning. haha.

anyeong!
<3 p="">Am i still uncertain about this?

Silver lining;

"I'm not a person who cannot hear, but a person who sees well;"




Can You Hear My Heart is such a complicated drama i tell you..

ANYWAY GUESS, WHAT..
SCHOOL IS CANCELLED NEXT WEEK DUE TO THE HAZE!!?!?!?!
the haze went up all the way to PSI:401
that is one crazy digit.
buildings all covered, masks all sold out...

everyone take care!

so in the meantime, i guess we have to make good use of this time =/ who knows if SPA and Olevels Chi oral will be postponed?

AND AND GUESS WHAT. MY KITTY KAT IS ATTACHEDD!!!hahhaa ok i dunno whats the difference between "seeing someone/dating" VS "official" so...

Don't always see the negative side to things. Sometimes it'll only bring you down further.
Search for the silver lining around your black cloud. Its there, you've just gotta look harder.

anyeong~ !

Together;

ITS JUNE.

how time has passed. it seems like not even a month have gone by since 2013 started. or another way is that it felt like a gazillion years has passed cos everything has been so hectic, but in fact, only 6 months have passed.

June camp just passed, and i still cant accept the fact that im sec 4. like we're the seniors of the board. we are the oldest of the school. we are who everyone looks up to. Made lots of junior friends hahaha and some really impressed me greatly.

oh and we met Aishah, who was a shooter for Singapore, and lost her limbs just last year due to a disease. she inspired me greatly.

I want;

I can;

I will- succeed.

AND NOW THERE ARE TWINS IN THE PB!! JESSICA AND JACKLYN HAHAHAHA SO COOL. AND AMANDA THE SEC ONE SOUNDS LIKE STELLA. its amazing. im not even kidding you.

4 Ɛver 2gether, 1MGPB family. <3>

this holiday is no break though,

booklets of past year papers, mock tests after, camps, and a week of extra lessons...

UGH. need a good break. theres a time to rest too yknow ):

and this song, IS SO SAD. 

have you ever heard those songs where you can just feel the emotions fill through you?

like Bieber's That Should Be Me

this is another one where you can just break down and cry. and it makes you think. a lot. 

with that in mind, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG OPPA! (gosh i sound so gay saying oppa HAHA)

❥ ❥ ❥  LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS. only korean guy i will ever fangirl for.

#HAPPYHYUNJOONGDAY!

i can't forget. i just can't. i've tried.

then again. i must be strong. for myself. 

during june camp, we wrote a note to our future selves. 

I hope my future self will be a stronger person...

ANYEONG!