Never imagined;

HEYO FROM DOWN UNDER.
DAY ONE.
So we checked into unilodge..and like..LOL. FREAKING PIG STY CAN DIE.
like pls la at least wash the dishes can ):
but i shall talk in my ultimate innocent cute voice tmr HAHAHA. AND WE SHALL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
Im super duper greatful for the wifi..like YAY.
and currently idk why i've been pretty hungry these few hours i've been here.
oh and btw, i forgot to bring my retainers..LOL. so hopefully Callista gets them on time to bring over before she flies!!

it was so sweet of everyone to have came down to send me off <3 like="" naaawwww="" nbsp="" p="">and like many many pics to remember everyone by <3 back="" believe="" can="" dec="" im="" in="" man="" only="" p="" still="" t="" though..like..dec="">
ANYEONG~
SARANGHAEYO!
what does it mean? was it deliberate? But you know, i wouldn't, couldn't, shouldn't care less.




you say goodmorning when it's midnight~
THE TIME DIFFERENCE BETWEEN VANS AND I IS CRAY CRAY. SO THE 3FRUITYPERVS WILL FIND IT SIMILAR TO CLIMBING MT EVEREST TO OVVO =/

already broken, already gone.

just 5 more days, and i'm off to the land down under...
feeling rather sad but happy at the same time because this last week it has been awesome catching up with my closest friends.

MG FUNFAIR
i had like 300 bucks to spend and the food ran out by like 1pm..so..UGH?! BUT ANYWAY
I managed to qing some people at haunted house and food and got something for mummy and auntie steph too..
met lots of new people too haha it was great basically.

THE PAST WEEK
Has been really cray cray. on mon went back to school to crash march camp, then tue went cycling at ecp and chilled at james house then off for dinner with nik, then today went to meet up with ms tay!! then dinner with jamesy and drey and dharani who we met at the mrt?! then with nishan for a short dessert. tomorrow..is a blank day but i have to pack..and fri im off to acsi..and sat is FAREWELL PARTAY!!
AH IT WAS/going to be JUST AWESOME AND I WILL MISS ALL THESE PEOPLE.

wait can i just share this awesome fact that I HAVE WON A BID OF 5 CLUBS 2 DAYS IN A ROW WITH THE SAME PARTNER AS WELL. (ratio 11:3) so nothing is impossible guys (:

ON THE SIDE LINES...
So dharani asked me like 1000 times if i was ready. I really don't know. Am I? Am I really ready to let go of all these and step out of my comfort zone?

anyeong!
you were a douche. why did i take so long to realise it.

another star?

Do you believe in the existence of aliens?
Heh, i don't exactly support the term fully, but recently it has come across my mind that in fact i do believe in the existence of other life on another planet. It may not be in this Milky Way galaxy we live in..but hey in this universe there are like a gazillion more galaxies. Who knows. Have i talked about this before? I think i have. HAHA ONE OF MY DEEP MOMENTS AGAIN.

LOL ALRIGHT I SOUND LIKE A PYSCHO NOW, but HEY HEY BORED PERSON HERE...

So now i'm watching this drama called "My love from another star". It basically talks about this guy from another star who has landed on earth, or rather crashed into earth, where its comet only comes by every 400 years. It kinda got me thinking that perhaps the theory behind his non-ageing appearance is simply because since he is from another planet, would the size, atmosphere and orbit around its own sun be all different from Earth's data?
Hence since it has already been proven that when you are in space, if it takes about 3 space months to travel to Planet A, in Earth time, it could just be 3 weeks? (Ah, basically in space, time goes faster)
And with all the different orbiting patterns in this universe, it could be smaller than the orbit Earth is travelling, hence making people age faster? (same vice versa)

Whenever i look up in the sky, you see all these lights. Depending on your location and city, (if i'm not wrong the busier and brighter your country/city is, it is harder to see the stars shining) you just wonder who else is out there. I've always wondered if there is exactly some other person or whatever their existence they call themselves on their planet, sitting at their window, looking into the sky and wondering about other planets like how i am doing about them. If we exist, why can't other beings or forms exist too?

But then i come to realise that in this busy crazy hectic society, it is rare anyone pause to stop and think about this possibility because since those "out-there-things" are not bothering them, they worry about things going on in their lives like taxes to pay, children to feed, meetings to attend...
Now that i have the time, i guess i'm having this freedom to explore my imagination further..

Then there is this thing called parallel universe as well.
James explained to me sometime ago..
Something about if currently i choose to go left, in another universe my other self chooses to go right. Basically these universe exist to support both possibilities of happening.
Even though I don't exactly believe in this for now, i guess i can continue brewing some theory in my head..

But life is not that simple. We don't get the luxury to discover things like that. The fight to continue to survive is what people worry. Is it like that as well on other planets?
This may also be what The Chrysalids and The Giver basically talk about. People call them "deviations" or "aliens"...I haven't thought of a word to name them, but in their own home, they could just be normal like any other of their own kind.
Why do people shun them? Cos they're different, they stand out. In this society, once you are not "normal", prejudice and discrimination occur...
Mental or physical abuse may occur, and they attack back.
HENCE, calling them aliens and monster and dangerous?
Its protective instinct bitches. Get over it.

Haiz, the possibilities of this world, this galaxy, this universe.
I know i won't discover it all in this one lifetime, but whatever my next life time would be, man would i want the luxury to discover all these.



ANYWAY GETTING BACK TO MY LIFE,
MY BIRTHDAY
was awesome. At first i thought it was going to be a simple lunch with mummy and stuff. Wasn't even expecting a cake! But hey, guess my bestie and my mummy are very efficient people who got the surprise together in two days! HAHA THANKS MUMMY AND DREY <3 muacks="" p="" xoxo="">Last bdae celebrating in SG till 6 years later when i graduate ):
BUT YAY THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH <3 p="">LOVE THE PRESENTS TOO HEHE
BESTIE RING!!
AND BANDUNG ICECREAM?! HOW COOL AND THOUGHTFUL OF CELENE AND DREY
LOTS OF COLOURFUL NOTEPAD PAPER FROM ANNABELLE AND LAURA
AND KITTYKAT'S SURPRISE PRESENT THAT WAS HIDDEN IN HER CUPBOARD FOR 4DAYS HAHAHA XOXO

anyeong!
blessed.