Monday, August 24, 2015

And I You.

It's really something- to know that someone is thinking of you in the middle of the day.
It's really something- to know that you have become someone worth thinking about in the midst of some mundane chores.
It's really something- to know that you are that someone to him.

REASSURANCE:
is a pretty damn powerful tool. I never knew that that was what it took to change someone's life. To assure them that they're on the right track, that bit of encouragement could go a long way, especially with one who is filled with the potential to grow, mould them into someone so much more. To be that someone to give that reassurance, to change someone's life, make an impact, and perhaps make a difference to this world altogether, is a pretty refreshing feeling. Like if this was what it took to make them smile, to make them want to improve themselves for the better, why not?

To let those tears fall for you, is proof that she has already given you her all. 
You taught me how to love once again. You showed me how it is like to be appreciated. You shed new light to the darkness I faced. You hold my heart now, don't crush it. 



In approximately 1 week, everything will change. For the better, or for the worst, I'll have no regrets. With every cell of my being, I am glad to have met you, to have understood you, to have fallen for you. It won't be pretty, I'm sure. But since when did love come easy? I'll prepare my heart for what is to come. It will be inevitable, something long foreseeable, and there would be nothing we could do about it, but only to wait. Wait for the time that our paths cross once again. If only.

Like I'm gonna lose you.

SCHOOL
is going..pretty well I guess? It's time to get my shit together, organise the house, organise my schedule, organise my thoughts, organise my life. No matter what it takes, i'll have to find this spurt of energy, and determination to get it all sorted. I can't lag behind anymore, before it's all too late. I have to do this for my family, and more importantly, for myself.

anyeong!
"Have I told you how lucky I am to have you in my life." - And I you my dear.