Even though we all have that one person we wish could come back, what we really should wish for is someone who never leaves. -Rania Naim
You never really know what you've got until you lose it. So you don't take things for granted, starting from the beginning. And while it may be tiring to constantly have this reminder at the back of your head, you better try your damnest, because these are the little things that will make you regret at the end of they day. Time.
Even the smallest things, you stop and take a step back. "Think before you act." When I was younger, that was the common 'moral of the story's, but I never really understood it until I grew up. Not exactly say I have, but I'm trying to grasp this concept. Most of the time, I let my emotions take control of my actions, doing without thinking, never seeing or caring for the ripples from my stone's throw, always thinking of the "now" and not the "after". Perspective.
Repressing all emotions you had, to numb the heartache that had build up over the past months, only to have it one day come crashing down all at once. Unconsciously blocking out the only thing that makes you vulnerable, so as to stay strong, for yourself. Having those walls break down, where do you go from here? Patience.
"Tis the journey, not the destination that matters." Then again, whoever said the journey of life was going to be easy? Mainly due to expectations that causes these ups and downs. But that is why, it is from this 'journey', these 'ups and downs' that make us learn the lessons of life. Lest we forget, know that you're not alone in your battles, and that you have people who care about you, who loves you. Rising up and forward. It may seem tough but you are blessed. Satin sheets.
LAST WEEK OF UNI!!!!
Omg, I have never felt this excited in my life. Each passing semester has increasingly become a blur. It just flies past. I do indeed feel this semester was slightly better than last semester though, weirdly. But this sem, my procrastination game has been pretty high. Time to buck up kris....Here's to the last week of hell, and the next 3 weeks of even more hell. 28 MORE DAYS WOOHOO!!
This time next month, I will finally be back home, home in the comfort of my own surroundings, covered in the veil of familiarity.
anyeong!
wait for me to come home.
