Fish out of the water.

So here I am I'm school..
On a Saturday... We're back for remedial, BUT SHE'S LATEEEEE.. I'm so tired): 'thought it was 830' .. Well forgive me, but there are 2 classes waiting for you.

It's the end of march! Time is seriously not stopping for anyone.. I really hope I survive April and May. School nationals in 17 days. AAAH ME SCARED. Can't wait for the hoodies and shirts though!(:
 But that means no napha at WCP! I somehow CANNOT run for nuts. Yeah I think the whole world knows that HAHA. Ironic right? Swimmer who can't run.

 So to all those who are dying out there and struggling to survive just another day of life, JIANCHI OKAY!! DETERMINATION GOES A LONG WAY! Oh and of course self discipline.

 Stay cool!(:
Anyo!

Why isn't the memory fading...

Just a glimpse...

Or maybe the idea of having you. Okay, i think i'm just in a very emotional state right now. i've gotta stop listening to this song. ITS MAKING ME SAD ):

so today, i thought i caught a glimpse of you. my hopes went up abit. but nah, always disappointed anyway.
I NEEDA PULL MYSELF TOGETHER.


3/3
we chilled for my birthday at Pepperoni's with cousins (: AND AND LO AND BEHOLD, CANDACE DREY AND CELENE APPEARS WITH A GIANT MONKEY BALLOON THING HEHE (: and cupcakes from pre. i wasn;t expecting that alright..
oh and i got a cupcake from qiqi and laura (: hehe 6 cupcakes for one birthday. dayum i'm one fat birthday girl HAHA BUT IT WAS SO GOOODDDD (:

16/3
okay so yesterday was Band[age] 5 where i realised its my first and last bandage i've ever/will be going to. It's actually pretty weird if you go think about it. I've been in this school for how many years and this is my first year. haha so i went with james, janyne, and drey. and yeshhh james was the only guy.. HAHA just a tiny tiny bit awkward.

OH AND SCHOOLING BEATS LOCHTE. 100fly. 54 VS 55..SHOCKERRRRR.. haha

so next weekend would be SNAG, and the first one where i wouldn't be taking part in.. i feel slightly guilty.. BUT OMG I AM SO STRESSED. like the whole of next week is filled.
mon tue : March camp
wed: chinese mock test paper 1 & 2 + candace's birthday
thu: prefect trainee camp
fri: lessons in school 8-12pm

MY ONLY FREE DAYS ARE THE WEEKEND. so isn't that just like any other week. oh the joy.

Time is ticking...

its been awhile since ive blogged..
 hahaha so here i am as usual once a month at least..
 CTS ARE OVER BABY.
 I'm really happy for my math as im improving slowly (:
 I'm beyond worried for my sciences though..
 so today was our O level registration thing. yep, i've decided to keep my trip science. CROSSING FINGERS!!

 so yesterday, i had a surprise birthday party organised by Kat and mummy..
 hahaha and collaborated with the cousins and the gang from school. it was a blast (: LOVE YALL!!

 and today, kitty kat and mi and di left for Sydney, leaving me alone.. ): which also means me taking public transport all over.. haha im such a spoilt brat..

 oh well my eyes are closing.. and im dying slowly. anyo!

 

do you speak dinosaur?

AND ITS ALREADY NEARING THE END OF JANUARY. time is passing to fast.
the stress is/has settled in, and i'm dying day by day. Amazing how i'm saying that and still managed to come here and blog. HAHA.
it's like. i dread school. but yet i dread training. but also at the same time i need those to keep me sane?
i've not had a free week for the past 26 days. Every week there is something messed up like tests, or some event that will take up a whole lot of time. Like if you ask me since when i've gone home and done nothing and felt free of stress? hmm. maybe like. primary school. 4 years ago.

And also, i'm thinking of not signing up for SNAG. like first time in..forever HAHA. dilemma mode now.
i thank god for my friends, family and everyone who has supported me through my everyday life. Those who make me laugh, those who fetch me around, those who have the patience to teach me and explain things. Really, these little things are what keep me sane, and make me who i am up till today.

I SHALL JIANCHI MAN. oh did i mention i'm spending my birthday alone this year? yea sweet sixteenth. alone.

anyo!

new year, new resolutions.

2012 passed like nobody's business.
At the start of 2012, i really thought that it would be a crap year, full of stress, and absolutely no fun. June just felt like yesterday. 2012 felt like just yesterday. Well, technically it was just yesterday HAHA.
But no matter how many things may have messed up, i gotta say 2012 is one of my best years.

So many things happened just in a year.
Things come and go, so appreciate what you have now, even the littlest things, and never ever take anything for grants, for they may disappear in just a blink of an eye.
Some things change for the best. Some for the worst. But we can't change the past, but just learn lessons from them right?

Looking back, i've had a great year regardless of all the down points. Good friends, Good jokes, Good memories. Gotten closer with the people i never thought i'd be close with. Drove apart from those who i never thought i would. But hey, that's life. Treasure what you have for now.

"People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it."

School starts, TOMORROW ): and i still can't believe we're sec4 already. When i started this blog 4 years ago, i was just p6, 12 years old. 
Let's kick start the year with a BOOMZ. All the best everyone!


AH O LEVELS YEAR. But nevermind, i'm determined to work hard. still unsure about trip science. Well, we'll see.


 

Anyo!

Vice-versa

I've come to a point where I'm willing to forgive. but not forget.

14 days till 2012 is over!
totally not ready?

HK was awesome.
people mehh..could improve their attitude.
shopping guuuddd.
disneyland was interesting
AND 4 PEOPLE THOUGHT KAT AND I WERE TWINS HAHAHA.

and hey, i plan to continue with trip sci! hopefully i can improve those Cs to As and Bs..

FIGHTING!

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I'm stronger than this. Right?

HK IN 5 DAYS!! (: finally boarding a plane after a year (':
But, i'm pretty messed up. Haven't studied much..and..i have 5 retests on the first week of school.
PHYSICS VS BIO. ]:<
__________________________

So many things have changed in the past year. Exactly a year ago, who knew we would be who we are; where we are; what we are; today.
Is this really the end of it all? Is this how we're gonna remember this closure? When we look back, would it be of smiles or of sorrows? Will broken relationships ever be mended?

I'm stronger than this. I have to move past all this, and focus on what really matters.
Friends. Family. Studies. Swimming. Maybe.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?

A fighter won't go down without a fight, i promise you that.

anyo.