Right round.

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF JULY AND I NEARLY FORGOT TO UPDATE THIS MONTH WHOOP. SAVED AT THE LAST MINUTE.

so, whatsup to the souls out there who still care to look at this. HAHA.
2 days to Eng prelims, and 12 to the rest of the papers. Screwed or screwed?
and NEVER GO ON THE COM. cos this happens. THIS RIGHT HERE. my time slips away like trying to hold water in your hands.

I feel like i can do this. i can. i have to. and i will. AAAH FIGHTING!

FOUNDERS DAY.
YAAAY CONVINCED MUMMY TO CURL MY HAIR. last minute checking of prices was hilarious tho. i did not have any shop in mind but..the internet is pretty useful.. first one i called $45 HAHA and guess how much i got mine for? $12.80 yo! so yup had fun camwhoring and stuff and our cup song item as a sec 4 cohord. oh right, "cohort". i just googled that to search for the correct spelling LOL. AND ENGLISH IS IN 2 DAYS TIME HAHA.
Oh, Marissa wore the same dress as me. well not exactly the same. like similar. I was perfectly find with it. BUT SHE GAVE ME THE WTH LOOK. but aiya whatever haha.

3 DAYS AGO, SUNDAY
impromptu road trip to JB LOL! went to watch Wolverine! tho i'm super confused about the show cos i don't exactly follow the series? But it was a great catch up with the cuzzies; Desiree, Tashia, Gavin. The movie tickets are so much cheaper there btw, 5.80 approx. HAHA. while just across the causeway its twice the price. But then again, they blanked out the intimate scenes. so.... LOL. stupid skip of scenes disrupted the flow...




Anyway, its 9.59 and i REALLY should get back to work. heh. okay tata (:

anyong!

Find someone who loves you more than you love him.

Half a year left.

Its June, coming to July. Half a year gone? Or half a year left?

3 DAYS AGO, ITS BEEN 4 YEARS SINCE I STARTED THIS BLOG WHOOP!
Blogspot, what an old "leychey" complicated blog forum some may say, but after 4 years i'm still here aren't i? Although i've got my tumblr, i won't leave blogspot.

1. my archives is looking sexier than ever at the side >>>
2. its where all of us in this '97 and earlier batches started off, where we use to stalk our senior's blog and just go to random blogs ("bloghopping")

And this post shall be dedicated to nik (HI NIK IF YOU ARE READING THIS, HOW DO YOU DO?) since she reminded me that blogging still exists. and that there's such thing if you blog well or not. obviously i don't cos mine is not sentimental enough LOL. mine is just..summarized. too summarized. Only when i'm feeling emotionally detached or when it's time to make new year resolutions, that is when i can really type a whole bunch of rubbish haha.

So its been a long while since i've hit the pool. Sometimes i'm too lazy, sometimes i just don't feel like it?
i should start one day. Gym is neither here nor there. i hit the gym only on Sundays, so it aint that spectacular.

TODAY
i did the wrong piece of homework. i am so annoyed with myself i cannot even.
ah so anyway i decided to screw it. and right now its 1040, so i've allocated the next 3h to finishing my geog paper 2 which i REALLY do not wanna do.
This holiday felt neither here nor there. Like i feel like i did a hell of crap but when i look back, its as if i did nothing. Ever get that feeling?
If you were to ask me if i had any lessons or takeaways, i really don't really know how to answer you.
I'll think about it, and post it some other day...

MY DREAM
did i say i have a dream journal? oh well i shall repeat it again. i do. HAHAHA. and i'm having problem recording all the dreams down. Cos' i would scribble them on a rough piece of paper and add to the already-existent pile, and i never seem to finish copying over. well, one day.

In the meantime, lets hope that water running in mummy and daddy's room can be stopped soon, or else ALOT of water will be wasted and the house may be flooded by morning. haha.

anyeong!
<3 p="">Am i still uncertain about this?

Silver lining;

"I'm not a person who cannot hear, but a person who sees well;"




Can You Hear My Heart is such a complicated drama i tell you..

ANYWAY GUESS, WHAT..
SCHOOL IS CANCELLED NEXT WEEK DUE TO THE HAZE!!?!?!?!
the haze went up all the way to PSI:401
that is one crazy digit.
buildings all covered, masks all sold out...

everyone take care!

so in the meantime, i guess we have to make good use of this time =/ who knows if SPA and Olevels Chi oral will be postponed?

AND AND GUESS WHAT. MY KITTY KAT IS ATTACHEDD!!!hahhaa ok i dunno whats the difference between "seeing someone/dating" VS "official" so...

Don't always see the negative side to things. Sometimes it'll only bring you down further.
Search for the silver lining around your black cloud. Its there, you've just gotta look harder.

anyeong~ !

Together;

ITS JUNE.

how time has passed. it seems like not even a month have gone by since 2013 started. or another way is that it felt like a gazillion years has passed cos everything has been so hectic, but in fact, only 6 months have passed.

June camp just passed, and i still cant accept the fact that im sec 4. like we're the seniors of the board. we are the oldest of the school. we are who everyone looks up to. Made lots of junior friends hahaha and some really impressed me greatly.

oh and we met Aishah, who was a shooter for Singapore, and lost her limbs just last year due to a disease. she inspired me greatly.

I want;

I can;

I will- succeed.

AND NOW THERE ARE TWINS IN THE PB!! JESSICA AND JACKLYN HAHAHAHA SO COOL. AND AMANDA THE SEC ONE SOUNDS LIKE STELLA. its amazing. im not even kidding you.

4 Ɛver 2gether, 1MGPB family. <3>

this holiday is no break though,

booklets of past year papers, mock tests after, camps, and a week of extra lessons...

UGH. need a good break. theres a time to rest too yknow ):

and this song, IS SO SAD. 

have you ever heard those songs where you can just feel the emotions fill through you?

like Bieber's That Should Be Me

this is another one where you can just break down and cry. and it makes you think. a lot. 

with that in mind, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG OPPA! (gosh i sound so gay saying oppa HAHA)

❥ ❥ ❥  LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS. only korean guy i will ever fangirl for.

#HAPPYHYUNJOONGDAY!

i can't forget. i just can't. i've tried.

then again. i must be strong. for myself. 

during june camp, we wrote a note to our future selves. 

I hope my future self will be a stronger person...

ANYEONG!

lets rewind.

alright alright. i cheated. i just CANNOT miss the month of may in my archive): or it wont be nice anymore): hahaha

 SO MYE IS OVER!?!??!?!? and belive it or not, i did better than EOY even though i had like half the time i had to study.

idk how, but i need to improve each subject by 2 grades if i actually wanna get a 15 for prelims.
worried for the future. it has been so exhausting for the past months since school started..

BUT
right after MYE, drey crashed my house to watch Flower Boy Ramyun Shop HAHAHAHA. yeah, the main character is like. 3 years younger than the female lead. ew. and they end up together. aah love has no limit anyway...

Chi Os HAHAHAHA. ive never NEVER studied so much chinese in my life. It is as if these past few weeks of studying is even more than the past 10 years of studying for a chinese exam. LOL. im terrible.
CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO BE OVER.

anyo! oh wait, i found out there's no such thing as anyo, and its anyong HAHAHA.
<3 p="">

The Final Lap. The Final Scene.

AAAH. so today was my last Gala Night, which marks the end of my swimming career.
the memories. I'M HAVING A SENTIMENTAL MOMENT AGAIN.
and i'm really dead beat so..this emotional moment shall continue another day...but

I'm thankful for my coaches, the friends i've made throughout my journey, and SSC. If anyone gave me a chance to change club ever, i would never. Cos it was only here where the greatest memories and legends were made. The bonds we have made cannot be replaced. yeah we may be a small team, but hey. David defeated Goliath didn't he?

the performance was awesome (:
the last minute practice paid off. HAHA RIK. SARAH. AND I. WHOOP! Didn't regret doing it for my last gala.

btw isit gala night or nite? :p

<3 p="">anyo!

you have no effect on me no more. i have realised that. and i am thankful for that.

On to the next chapter;

I feel like i haven't blogged in ages HAHA. Was just talking to james about jellyhearts and how my URL came about..AND BAM I REALISED I HAVEN'T BLOGGED THIS MONTH. But yeah, April has been crazy. So here it goes...

HEATS
eh ma gosh i was seeded third. AGAIN. but this time yeah, i was already preparing myself for the worst HAHA. don't want a repeat of last year again now do we?

and LOL yup 100 free was HAHAHA. 31-33 split? 2 seconds apart is still acceptable..but...
AND I FINALLY GOT A PICTURE WITH BONG OMG. if the gf sees it, well, hell yeah good for you.

AND TO ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE, when someone talks to you, don't just nod and nod RESPOND MAYBE. hint hint. OYJ. (:

.

FINALS
IT WAS SO EXCITING OMG. GOTTA TAKE LOTS OF PICTURES WITH ALL OLD FRIENDS AND STUFF since its my last year ): didn't getta find stacy or may though ): me sad. NEVERMIND. I SHALL HUNT THEM DOWN ANOTHER TIME HEHE.

 and oh, i realised i CANNOT warm up twice. it just drains my energy. haish. well. thats a lesson learnt that will never be proved useful for me ever again HAHA cos i'm done with swimming. (i'll get to the emotional part soon...)

AND WE WON SILVER FOR FREE RELAY BOO YEAH! WITH AN AWESOME TIMING OF 28.5! ok fine not that awesome. but i was happy. (:
medley didnt go that well..hmm pulled the team down ): but with great team mates they support you all the way regardless (: MGSWIM2013

100 free HAHAHA. 29.85- 33 split. who does a nearly 4 seconds split. oh, thats right. ME. seriously man my splits are amazing. as always. HAHAHA.
and i felt really bad for natasha ong cos she did an amazing timing of 59 but DQed! ):
but anyway, a silver for B div overall, and a bronze for C div. wasn't that bad overall. owned sports school as we wished for at least one division. hell yeah (:

AND SO MY EMOTIONAL MOMENT.
swimming has been part of my life ever since i was born. Started in the water since i was lets say 3, and to say competitive swimming is half my life is just an understatement. started racing since 5, at SSC. Born there, still there, forever there. Met Marina there, had always been my racing competitor since then, then at P2/P3 met Sam Yeo at RBSC. I remembering thinking she was some show-off person who changed costume and cap just cos she finished warming up. UNTIL i realised in the competitive world, that was just normal. HAHA. and Sam turned out to be a great friend. p5 - p6 would be the peak of my career i guess. p4/5 Stacy Tan and May, my 2 back competitors. We would ALWAYS end up swimming the same event. 1st, 2nd, 3rd would always revolve around us. It was a hell lot of fun (:
In a nutshell, swimming has been and will always be my life. As excited as i was at the start of the year to leave swimming to focus on studies, i'm kinda feeling really sad and emotional now): I JUST CANT BEAR TO.
the friends i've made, the memories shared. trainings will never be the same without these same friends. i will miss them. And hopefully we'll meet again in the future (':
I've got to say, both my immaturity and maturity has been nurtured in my swimming life. haha, the lessons learned, forever embedded in my heart <3 p="">
Next week at Gala Night would be my last time in the SSC Swim team! ah great memories. A decade spent, where i've seen the countless renovations it has had. The library, where we always fall asleep, or study in. The many meetings we've had in the board room, the many performances in the Grand Ballroom. haish.. i feel like half of me has been stripped away.. "/

AUDREYS SURPRISE
was a success!
hahaha as it fell on the same day of nationals, i woke up at 6 to crash her house and surprise her just before she left for school. HAHAHA IT WAS HILARIOUS.
AND JELLYHEARTS! need to learn how to make it soon...hmmm (:

looking back...I'm glad to have met the people i met. It is because of them i am who i am today. Bad or good experiences, i've got my takeaways (:
I appreciate my childhood. Well, on to the next 7 months of hardcore studying!
I won't disappear so fast lah of course, returning to the club every sunday when daddy eats breakfast HAHAHAHA. (:
and oh, since theres no training now, I HOPE TO KEEP FIT AND STAY HEALTHY AND ATTEMPT TO RUN EVERY WEEKEND WITH TONIC OR SOMETHING HAHAHA. hopefully. i will try. HAHAHA (:

<3 anyo="" p="">
i'll never forget, forever.