BUT first leme tell u about my day..
CAMP
was awesome (: my voice is like really coarse/hoarse now..haha. The dance was awesomely cool (: and the cheers were cool. so THANK YOU SL'S AND PB'S FOR THIS CAMP! (: oh and the detergent they used for wet games really itched..haha
MORNINg
set timer at 1013, woke up at 11 XD
was TRYING to start on my compo, in te end only did 20min before i had to go for tuition hahhaa
AFTN/ TUITION
i spent the first 15min giong thru my zuo wen, and the other 1h and 40min, it was spent doing..ONE COMPRE
so omg rite! haahahha..man the words all idk one lor..so wad can i do?!
it was something about transferring kidneys lol..
from My Sassy Girl:
~If we never see each other again... And you're out walking one day and you feel a certain presence beside you... that will be me, loving you, wherever I am.
~We have to stay alive, because we have to see how the story ends.
~Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love.
~Your time with her will be the happiest you've been in your life. Enjoy every second of it.
~I hope that I've healed during our year apart, and that I'm sitting with you while you read this. But if I'm not, it's not because I don't love you... Because I do. And it's not because I don't miss you, because I miss you already. It'll just mean that I'm not better. And the story isn't over yet.
~Just suppose that the shaping and molding of destiny... is your destiny.
~I wish you a story with a happy ending... and the wisdom to look for it.
~Do we live in the physical world that we can touch, or do we live in the world that we create in our minds?
~As for the question of destiny... all I know is that even when destiny really wants to accomplish something, it can't do it alone.
OTHERS:
~It take a sec to say i love you, but a life time to show it.
~I rather die tomorrow than living a 100years without knowing you
~Love sometimes can be magic. But magic sometimes can be an illusion.
~Maybe im not over him. Maybe cos i dont want to be.
~I think of you and its breaking my heart, im trying to keep it together, but im falling apart.
~When he smiles, i cant help but smile back.
~ Do not grieve over the past for it is gone. Do not worry about the future for it has yet to come. As long as it is called Today, live this day as if it was your very last.
~Only the body dies, not the mind. So remember me when im gone.
P.S. YOU CAN SKIP THIS PART IF YOU WANT AS IT IS SUPER LONG.
Sometimes when I look at you I cry inside, and I can't help but smile at the fact that you don't, and probably never will realize how beautiful I think you are.
Not in physical appearance, though I guess you've got that covered too..
You've got these amazing dreams, these plans these goals you'll never be able to achieve them, not even a small portion of the huge swelling mass of thought'y matter in your head. All I can think is that we're all quite lucky it's somewhat contained. It's like.. I want to be that way, I want to feel how you feel, dream like you..
I want that star-locked gaze, I just want to be able to believe that you're right, that such things are possible.
On the other hand.. I can tell that part of me never wants to be like that, because it seems so far away from reality sometimes.
Though, if I were to really consider it, I'd realize that not a whole lot in my world seems too entirely real any way.. I have huge conflicts in my mind, I can't distinguish reality from dream, from whatever else, because I don't think I want to believe what I do of reality. Perhaps I even want my reality to be something else entirely.. I don't know, it's kind of like this tumbling seething vortex of utter confusion, but the best kind, the kind that is so much more comforting than "real" things.
After all, reality might not even exist, at least not any one reality. There are far too many completely different people in the world, with varying thought patterns, crazy ideas that others couldn't comprehend in their wildest dreams..
I just don't think all of this content can fit into a single truth.
so yep thts kinda it for tonight i guess..i took about 30min plus doing this post haha XD
nites, hugs (:
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