Just a glimpse...

Or maybe the idea of having you. Okay, i think i'm just in a very emotional state right now. i've gotta stop listening to this song. ITS MAKING ME SAD ):

so today, i thought i caught a glimpse of you. my hopes went up abit. but nah, always disappointed anyway.
I NEEDA PULL MYSELF TOGETHER.


3/3
we chilled for my birthday at Pepperoni's with cousins (: AND AND LO AND BEHOLD, CANDACE DREY AND CELENE APPEARS WITH A GIANT MONKEY BALLOON THING HEHE (: and cupcakes from pre. i wasn;t expecting that alright..
oh and i got a cupcake from qiqi and laura (: hehe 6 cupcakes for one birthday. dayum i'm one fat birthday girl HAHA BUT IT WAS SO GOOODDDD (:

16/3
okay so yesterday was Band[age] 5 where i realised its my first and last bandage i've ever/will be going to. It's actually pretty weird if you go think about it. I've been in this school for how many years and this is my first year. haha so i went with james, janyne, and drey. and yeshhh james was the only guy.. HAHA just a tiny tiny bit awkward.

OH AND SCHOOLING BEATS LOCHTE. 100fly. 54 VS 55..SHOCKERRRRR.. haha

so next weekend would be SNAG, and the first one where i wouldn't be taking part in.. i feel slightly guilty.. BUT OMG I AM SO STRESSED. like the whole of next week is filled.
mon tue : March camp
wed: chinese mock test paper 1 & 2 + candace's birthday
thu: prefect trainee camp
fri: lessons in school 8-12pm

MY ONLY FREE DAYS ARE THE WEEKEND. so isn't that just like any other week. oh the joy.