Thin Ice.

Everyone wants to feel wanted, to feel needed, to feel loved.

You know what's scary?
Me, needing you more than you need me.
Me, being scared shitless of one day losing you, while the feeling may not be mutual.
Me, depending my whole and my entirety on you, should one day you leave, i'll be left with nothing, but broken pieces of the "what could be's"; broken pieces of me.
Me, being lost forever without you, while I, just a faded memory of yours.
Me, being vulnerable, treading on thin ice.



That's the thing about investing every inch of your being into something, that with every step you take, you move forward, but you leave a piece behind, hoping that one day, you will be able to look back, and retrace your steps with those pieces, finding your way back home.

Fear, is what makes you vulnerable.
Fear, is what instills doubt.

Don't misunderstand me. Not doubt in you, but doubt in me, that i'm not perfect. Yes, no one's perfect, and all I needed was to be perfect for you. But what if, I'm not? Only to be just another Jane Doe, easily replaced, only to be left behind as a mere forgotten memory.

Then again, this could all just be fruitless, mere ramblings or even nonsense if you may call it, for all you know, it could just be the mere yearn, want, and need, to see you and hold you, and be by your side once again.

It could just be an empty rant, to tell you:

I miss you. 

Here's to FINALS starting in 2 days!!!! Hopefully it'll be over as soon as it starts :) hehehe
anyeong!

What makes you, breaks you.