Intertwined.

Major throwback to one of my favorite songs of all time.
Its been a decade.
Back to the time where little girls were still naively crushing on every guy, reading too much into actions, squealing about and blushing when some guy replies instantly, and crying over guys who weren't worth it.
How time flies indeed.
I always wonder if I have changed as a person.
You watch those dramas where they make big expressions like "Oh, how you've changed" or like "leopard doesn't change its spots" or something.

But then again, do I want that change?
While 'same old' may have a good connotation, it could mean something else negative as well. You may have loved your old self, or 'how it used to be', but wouldn't it be worrying that there had been no change? As if from the time back then until now, you've learnt nothing. Nothing has changed you; for the better or for the worst. In short: you've wasted your life LOL.
Okay I'm sure we've all changed in someway or not. But the thing is, I can't see it for myself, is that worrying? Maybe stronger mentally. But on some level, not.

I'm tired.
Have I become weak? Or have I always have been, and just never realised it.
That is the terrifying truth.
Exams are in a week. Am I ready?
The next 3 weeks are going to be one hellish ride.
Wish me luck!

Can't wait to go home.
Home, a place that is not necessarily a destination, but where the heart is.

Anyeong!