Shit Got Real.

You couldn't have told me 3 years earlier could you now? To save me all that time I spent grieving?
No, too soon? No, too fast? Or well, No, it just didn't mean anything to you?
Oh to hell with you and fk you.
I am so done. So done. All those months I thought you maybe had an inkling of remorse turned out to be something you concluded to be "immaturity". Oh hell I guess those 3 plus months I spent trying to forget anything even started was useless too because hmm I don't know, it was nothing because we were "too young" to make proper decisions.

Curry stain my ass. I'll just pour bleach all over it to get you out. Ruin my shirt for all I care, just as long as the bloody stain is out.

My feelings have been on a rollercoaster. Now, the tracks have just ended and the carriage have just been derailed.

Ranting actually helps. Hey guess I already semi got over it because this is just like the other 1001 shits you have done. Damn, actually scratch that. Thank you for making that comment. You've woken me up from the 1 month that I thought I was wavering. Hell no am I ever going back to that hellhole I was in.
I won't be vulnerable no more. I won't be pathetic. I will stand on my own two feet and hold my head high.

Sayonara #2